After my Divorce I almost gave up on love

divorce relationships Dec 05, 2022
Seeing as I’m transparent about my love & gratitude for my relationship - I also want to offer something else here to you today.

There was a time I genuinely believed I had missed my chance at being deserving of unconditional, all in, life changing, dripping in desire & completely secure love.

I thought I wasn’t made for relationship. In fact, I used to say that out loud because I had a hard time settling into the rhythm of the life I was experiencing myself in. I felt lonely  even in relationship. I thought something was wrong with me.

Maybe watching dysfunction as a child had made me guarded. Maybe my insecurities were hell bent on creating self sabotage. Maybe I had planted too many weeds in the karmic garden of my life .. maybe I was just destined to feel unsatisfied forever.

I was attracting men into my life that were also looking for distraction & together we would numb ourselves for a few days, intoxicated by escapism.

I’d find myself feeling more alone than ever.

I’d given up on love. I was just hoping to find a way to settle before it was too late for me to have the things I wanted.

I stopped trying to figure things out or make sense of anything myself & instead started asking the universe to take the wheel.

Each morning I would write “show me how it gets better” at the top of a page in my journal.

Then I would stay diligent in SEEING the ways the universe would show me that there was still potential and possibility in the life I was experiencing.

At the end of the day I’d sit and reflect on what I had experienced, what I had been shown, the way the world was actually working for me.

.. that was how I began to see my connection with Steve in a new way.

That was when I finally understood why my entire being had refused to settle for anything before him.

It did get better. But only when I decided to ask for it. Only when I decided to stop focusing on what wasn’t working and tune in to what actually was available to me.
The love you are seeking is seeking you right back.

It all eventually makes sense.

If you have lost your way - ask the universe “show me how it gets better” ✨🖤😘

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